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May 3, 2026

Shakespeare on Sex, new book by Marc Berley, hits some Amazon #1s

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Shakespeare on Sex: How Will’s Love Life Shaped the Plays and Liberated the World (Skyhorse / Simon & Schuster), a new book by LitMag‘s founding editor Marc Berley launched on Amazon last week and immediately hit #1 on Amazon in a few New Release Categories, including British Literary Criticism, also hitting #5 for all releases in the category, sitting between Eliot’s Middlemarch and Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway.

“This book shows you how Shakespeare took the big event in his life and made fiction from it, over and over again. There’s no better lesson for a writer than the ones that are in this book,” Marc said.

“Many thanks to all of you who buy it and read it,” Marc said. “Shakespeare is the greatest writer who ever lived. This book will lift you.”

April 23, 2026

The Sadness of Hamnet

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Marc Berley

Shakespeare gave us the deepest explorations of grief in the history of entertainment, and Jessie Buckley won an Oscar for her wonderful portrayal of his wife as grieving mother. Hamnet is a film about the playwright’s loss of his only son, Hamnet, and the writing of Hamlet. Many critics have attacked the film for making audiences too sad, accusing it of manipulation and solicitation of grief. But grief is not manipulation in Hamnet—it is the right subject, because it is the subject of Hamlet. Shakespeare’s iconic play opens with Hamlet grieving after the death of his father, and Claudius—the usurping king who murdered his father—tells the noble Prince that his grief is “unmanly,” effectively outlawing the ritual of mourning. With Buckley winning an Oscar for her masterful and emotive performance, it is time to ask why critics are echoing Hamlet’s least empathetic character.

It would be foolish to imagine that Shakespeare’s writing of Hamlet was the simple cause and effect that Hamnet makes it out to be, with the literal linkage of every family event to Will’s play. But the film (like Maggie O’Farrell’s novel on which it is based) is full of insights one would be foolish to dismiss. Hamnet’s focus on grief is as true to Shakespeare as it inducive of sadness.

Hamnet is a fictive imagining of Shakespeare’s creation of Hamlet, which it sees as a byproduct of mourning. Not untrue. Hamlet is a play built entirely around a son’s grief for his dead father written only a few years after the playwright lost his only son. Perhaps schoolmarm historians must complain that there is no documentary evidence that Hamnet died of plague and that there is no biographical document linking the death of his son to his writing of Hamlet, but it is callous to be meticulous about the cause of Hamnet’s death at the age of eleven. There is, moreover, a preponderance of circumstantial evidence that Shakespeare was thinking deeply about grief when he wrote not only Hamlet but also Twelfth Night, plays written back-to-back. and performed in 1600 to 1601. Both plays focus on the death of a family member and mourning. This confluence, a constellation of focus on grief and mourning, was not a coincidence. It was Shakespeare, with Hamnet gone, at once brooding, persevering, and forging reasons to laugh—like his remarkable character Hamlet—in witty and feeling intellectual high fashion.

In both Hamlet and Twelfth Night, Shakespeare pondered deeply the value of mourning, as well as what one’s manner of grief portends. This is a fact. It is also a fact that with Hamlet and Twelfth Night Shakespeare catapulted to a new level as a playwright. The focus on grief was good for his art.

Twelfth Night depicts a woman (Olivia) who has been mourning her brother for seven years, which, Shakespeare tells us through scathing comedy, is much too long. Olivia “like a cloistress…will veiled walk,/ And water once a day her chamber round / With eye-offending brine.” While she could be accepting suitors in hopes of having a love life, Olivia instead sits at home pickling herself in the brine of her tears. To mourn for seven years is to give up one’s life to death.

Viola, the heroine of Twelfth Night, in another extreme mishandling of grief, does not mourn the death of her brother at sea for even a second. The antithesis of Olivia, she is ready to jump into the arms of the first man she sees on the island where she has been shipwrecked. Even worse, she needs only to hear his name, Duke Orsino, to fall in love. Failing to mourn the loss of her brother, Viola jumps into the arms of a narcissistic misogynist who will never respect her.

The inability to mourn and bear grief is an illness, Shakespeare shows us, preventing the reflective insight that is required for good judgement and self-respect. A person who does not mourn—Viola—is a person who does not reflect and therefore cannot think to keep herself away from harms, including marriage to a self-loving prick. It is as good to pickle oneself as to marry a prick. Olivia and Viola, whose names contain identical letters, are two sides of a damaged coin. 

Shakespeare contemplates the value of mourning in Twelfth Night. One must not mourn too long (seven years), but one must not repress grief intent on dodging inviolable human feelings in the manner of lovable and pitiable Viola.

Twelfth Night, arguably Shakespeare’s funniest comedy, presents as examples characters who botch the deep healing made possible by the ritual of mourning. Shakespeare’s focus on the health of grief (a deep unavoidable human feeling) and mourning (a public display of that grief) is obvious in both Twelfth Night and Hamlet. In Hamlet, Shakespeare focuses on the obstruction of grief by others.

Hamlet, arguably Shakespeare’s greatest tragedy, has a ruthless murderer devoid of empathy as the engine of the plot. King Claudius’s first act is his prohibition of Hamlet’s grief, especially his outward public expression of mourning. “How is it that the clouds still hang on you?” Claudius asks Hamlet in their first meeting early in the play.

Hamlet has been mourning the death of his father for only two months. It is a short period of time to grieve, in between the extremes of Viola (none) and Olivia (seven years). But Claudius commands Hamlet not to mourn his dead father. The King who murdered his father tells Hamlet that death is “common.” Regarding all the sons in human history who “hath cried” for their dead fathers, Claudius asks “[w]hy should we in our peevish opposition” to mortality take death “to heart”? Death, Claudius argues, is “common.” Hamlet’s mother, Gertrude, is Claudius’s echo, telling Hamlet to “cast thy nighted colour off,” that dark costume of meaningful mourning. “Thou know’st” death is “common,” Gertrude says, asking Hamlet why it is “so particular with thee.” Claudius tells Hamlet he has a “heart unfortified.”

Hamlet is the character for whom the death of a human being matters, which is why he holds up the skull of dead Yorick in a cemetery, and he therefore considers mourning necessary. The play’s plethora of evil characters, in contrast, are happy to help Claudius put an end to mourning.

Ben Jonson, Shakespeare’s contemporary in whose plays Shakespeare acted, lost his first son when he was seven years old. Jonson wrote “On My First Son,” a short poem in which he laments, “O, could I lose all father now!” We have no lyric poem from Shakespeare about the death of Hamnet. Instead, we have Hamlet and Twelfth Night, plays about grief and mourning. Shakespeare used as a source for Hamlet a thirteenth-century Scandinavian saga about a Danish Prince named Amleth; it is surely possible that Shakespeare, as part of his mourning, grabbed at the idea of writing about a prince slain in battle who had a name reminiscent of his son.

Patrick Sproull, writing in The Independent, asks: “If a film makes you cry, does that make it good?” That is not the question, but it reveals a deficit common among the critics eager to take down Hamnet for making people cry. The film “tugs at the heartstrings and targets the tear ducts with absolute ruthlessness,” writes Nicholas Barber for the BBC, who objects that Jesse Buckley “erupts with raw-throated screaming which will definitely secure an Oscar nomination.” One must ask how we have come to such carping at the depiction of a mother’s feelings about sick or dying children. Others have called the film “grief porn,” a snarky neologism that is but another instance of man’s inhumanity to man.

Why do the critics of Hamnet sound so much like Claudius and Gertrude, indicting the tears of audiences who cry for Shakespear’s son, blaming the film Hamnet for making those tears inevitable? Are the hearts of the critics “fortified,” and if so by what? Hamnet is not the first film to make audiences cry, and making audiences cry has not before been considered such an aesthetic sin.

Led by evil Claudius, everyone in Denmark is out to prevent Hamlet from exhibiting his grief.  Polonius and Laertes are execrable. Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are indistinguishable “good Germans” going along with the rotting of the state, throwing in against the noble Prince who is the only one who could save humanity—and he can save it precisely because he has a heart capable of grief that he can join with a mind more able to dissect the rottenness of the world than any other literary character in history.

Critics inveighing against Hamnet’s power to make us cry comprise a chorus that resembles Hamlet’s disloyal friends who give up their humanity, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern, Shakespeare’s brilliant rendition of soulless toadies spouting talking points to help a tyrant in his evil cause.

Hamlet tells us that his grief is both natural and healthy, proper for public display in the ritual form of mourning. Dressed in black, “the trappings and the suits of woe,” he speaks of “the fruitful river in the eye”—tears. Crying is “fruitful,” grief is fruitful, Hamlet tells us. Mourning is heathy when the death is fresh in memory.

And what about the time Hamnet was in Shakespeare’s mind at the writing of Hamlet, around four years—which is not yet the seven years of Olivia’s morbid mourning? Shakespeare was focused on mourning in two of his greatest plays. O’Farrell’s fictive musing in Hamnet is not farfetched, and it pays homage. The willfulness of critics to put her in purgatory for following Shakespeare seems at best an unseemly mistake. Is the outlawing of grief not part of the rotting of a state, of a culture, of a society crumbling under the control of a tyrant?

Critics devoid of empathy are accelerants to the decay of culture. Jessie Buckley’s raw-throated scream is not a stunt to get an Oscar. It is a cry for Hamnet, Shakespeare’s dead boy.

Audiences are crying over Hamnet because they watch Shakespeare’s only son die in the fullness of cinematic scope. Hamnet the film—like the novel on which it is based, though less expansively—allows us to feel grief for the man who did more than any other artist to help us feel the urgencies of the human condition.

Gertrude, Claudius, Ophelia, and Hamlet all live in eternity, in our minds and hearts, because of Shakespeare’s play Hamlet. It took O’Farrell’s Hamnet to make Shakespeare’s son live in eternity in our minds and hearts—a place from which he has been missing for centuries.

Shakespeare himself has been accused of pulling at heartstrings in late great plays such The Winter’s Tale, where he gets us to cry at death only to bring the dead character back to life. O’Farrell is surely not the second coming of Shakespeare—nobody is—but she is not in bad company standing accused of making audiences cry about that great leveler called death.

Hamnet, like life, is imperfect; it casts, for instance, Noah Jupe, the older brother of the actor who plays Hamnet, to play Hamlet at the end of the film, even though he can hardly mouth the words, keeping the audience from feeling more meaningfully lines from Hamlet. But Hamnet is a lovely film that performs the wonderful feat of getting audiences to mourn Shakespeare’s great loss. 

Shakespeare coined one-third of modern English language, inventing the ways we think and feel, along with the “conscience” of modernity Hamlet articulates.  Shakespeare singlehandedly put modern emotional truth into art. Have we reached a point as a society where we can no longer sustain emotional truth in art? The death of a child is sad. The death of Shakespeare’s son Hamnet a few years before he wrote Hamlet is something we should mourn—especially if it is 400 years late. Shakespeare gave us so much, and it is healthy for us to mourn what he lost. It is to the credit of O’Farrell that she has gotten so many people to cry for Shakespeare, the keeper of our humanity against tyrants, and rotten states, and rotting humanity.

Shakespeare had us all figured out long before we came along. We do not watch or read Shakespeare. He watches us, reads us, knows us in ways better than we know ourselves. He asks us to laugh and cry when we view his comedies and tragedies, but most of all he asks us to look into our hearts and minds and ask ourselves who we are, especially in Hamlet. The play begins with sentinel, looking out at the audience, shouting: “Who’s there?” Indeed, who are we? And who are the critics who command, like that tyrant Claudius, that it is criminal for us to cry? 

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Marc Berley, editor of Lit­Mag, earned his PhD at Columbia. He was a professor of Shakespeare and English literature at Rutgers, Barnard, and Columbia. His new book Shakespeare on Sex: How Will’s Love Life Shaped the Plays and Lib­er­ated the World (Skyhorse/ Simon & Schuster) will be published in May.

March 3, 2026

Submission Windows & Response Time

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The slush pile is where the action is—we love to find new writers. But we get a lot of submissions, more all the time, and our response time is right now longer than we (or you) want it to be. We therefore need to adjust. Regular submissions will be closed until some time in the fall.

For years our regular submissions were open from October through December and February through May, about nine months a year. But with the closing of Tin House and the narrowing of submission windows at other venues (Paris Review, Kenyon Review) in some cases to as short as one month a year, LitMag has been getting a volume of regular submissions that has prevented us from achieving a timely response time. We cannot open regular submissions at this time and still ensure reasonable response times to all.

Our three contests are important parts of the magazine that bring to our attention wonderful new writers. The reading periods for LitMag’s Virginia Woolf Award for Short Fiction, LitMag’s Anton Chekhov Award for Flash Fiction, and LitMag’s Emily Dickinson Award for Poetry will therefore remain unchanged.

We thank all of you for your interest in our pages.


February 21, 2026

The Owl

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Joachim Glage

Even though Death, that cooing owl,
forewarns of its presence,
and calls from the darkness,
when it swoops it surprises its prey,
claws out, every time.

A terrible speculation:
When I die, no matter how I die,
no matter what innocent form Death takes,
and no matter what peace we’ve made together,
it will still feel like a betrayal.



Joachim Glage’s short stories have appeared in The Georgia ReviewLitMagPhilosophy and LiteratureSanta Monica ReviewSci Phi Journal, and elsewhere. A collection of his stories, The Devil’s Library, is forthcoming. He lives in Colorado. Visit him at joachimglage.net.

February 21, 2026

The Prohibition

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Nadia Born

The moment the prohibition passed, our tongues forgot the shape of questions. We were forbidden from asking anything in any way – effective immediately.
     The congressman who drafted the law appeared on TV to explain its scope: the criminalization of asking, the expunging of certain words from dictionaries and the censorship of lines from blogs, books, songs, radio shows, videos, etc. “We won’t be taking any questions,” he said to the room of journalists. Some wise guy counted how many queries the lawmakers made before approving the prohibition (102). Soon after he was arrested for blurting out a question of his own: “What’s the world coming to?
     But even the most skeptical politicians agreed something had to be done: our country was so divided, so volatile that families replenished their Y2K canned food stockpiles – just in case. “The melting pot of America has reached its boiling point,” said one representative, grinning. With the prohibition, we were gagged, unable to argue or stir up discontent, distracted by the inconvenience of having questions vanished from conversation. Poets wrote that language had molted and left behind a pale phantom in its stead; statisticians celebrated the dip in crime nationwide. Pollsters wanted to survey public opinion but found their hands were tied. At once, a chorus of supporters called for the congressman to be nominated for the Nobel Peace Prize.

* * *

Overnight, trivia hosts were out of work, scientists stood baffled in their laboratories, taxi drivers waited for passengers to tell them where to go. Nurses fell mute without their usual comforting chatter – “How are we today?” – and linguists mourned the loss of their favorite auxiliary verbs. Police investigations were indefinitely halted and replaced with forced confessions. Magic 8 balls were recalled. Priests rewrote sermons to take out rhetorical tricks and house painters held out color swatches like magicians with playing cards to choose from. Newspapers went belly up, tabloids redacted quizzes (What’s Your Love Language?) and fortune cookie writers nixed open-ended questions entirely (“What are you waiting for?”).
     Moms took emoji magnets off the fridge to avoid forming questions by mistake (⚖️🐂💩🤔). Companies halted the manufacturing of anything with question marks (keyboards, inspirational posters, cereal box packaging, talking dolls that said “Time to play?” when you squeezed them, etc.). Most of Bob Dylan’s albums were banned from the radio – “How does it feel?” – along with classics such as “Are we human, or are we dancer?”. Teachers became avid about fill-in-the-blanks, with students mad-libbing answers for everything from “I’m feeling ______ today” to “The capital of Alaska is ______.” Waitresses set down their notepads for customers to write down their orders (and drew in smiley faces in case that helped with tips). Lawyers thought of grilling their witnesses and sighed at their unobserved brilliance. Dating apps became weirder than ever before, while couples together for decades realized that the prohibition changed nothing about their relationship and wept. 
     Mediums had a comeback and taught telepathy workshops to desperate people who couldn’t bear the world’s new silence. Children shrieked at their parents “I have a question for you!” and got red in the face trying to express it. Movie lines were bleeped out (“You talkin’ to me?”) and books received blanket bans due to question marks in their titles. Dr. Seuss unexpectedly became a resistance hero with his picture book Oh Say Can You Say?. Elections became even more muddled, as candidates enjoyed the protection of the prohibition. Several fish-mouthed talk show hosts wanted to probe deeper into the matter, but couldn’t find a way. The question mark became a symbol of protest, tagged on street corners, while others tattooed it in unmentionable areas of their bodies. Many were arrested for question-asking, but it was impossible to find out what happened to them, really? The rest of us got used to the new state of affairs and scolded question-askers for fearmongering. “Seen and not heard” took on a whole new meaning.

* * *

Even though we couldn’t utter them, we had plenty of questions on our minds. Sometimes we spotted people holding one hand over their mouths, as if afraid to let slip all manner of who, what, why, when, how. There was a certain beauty in outlawing a child’s question – “Why is the sky blue?” – the same as the physicists’ inquiry into the Big Bang, or considering infomercials (“Trouble matching your tupperware?”) on equal footing to “Will you marry me?” We asked ourselves what one question we would put to the world, if we could – but were overwhelmed by options. 
     Within us, questions bounced around and tried to break through the boundary of our lips: Was everybody ok? Was our marriage better or worse than before? How long was the prohibition valid for? Did we forget our lunch at home? Who won the Powerball last night? What possessed us to take yoga anyways? What happened to the neighbor who wrote questions on his activist blog? Were we all going to die from climate change? Where was the nearest bathroom? Were our kids surviving high school? What were they asking about in their heads? What was minimum wage these days? When was daylight savings? Were our troops still in Syria, or had that ended? Which Disney movie was the best of all time? Were we depressed or was it just the winter blues? How exactly did we kill all our houseplants? Is a language without questions, a language at all? What now? 
     None of us, sadly, dared to ask.


Nadia Born won new Letters’ 2022 Editor’s Choice Award. Her stories have appeared in The Cincinnati Review, Gulf Coast, Water-Stone Review, Arkansas International, and elsewhere. Find her online at nadiaborn.com.

December 20, 2025

Thank you all, happy happy

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We at LitMag wish you all happy holidays and a happy new year. We thank all of you who read LitMag and tell us how much you love it. We thank everyone who submits. We thank everyone who supports us in all those various ways. We keep believing in the literary life. We go on with excitement to the new year in the world of letters. May it be literary and grand.

April 7, 2025

Roadkill

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Hallie Pritts

I left my house in Pittsburgh and rode to and through the Colorado Rockies, a hobo bicycle trip, with my boyfriend, 1,600 miles, give or take. It was no spandex-clad, carbon fiber endeavor. It was a stealth-camping, dumpster-diving, zero-budget journey across the continent. Along the way, we encountered dead animals, 1,600, give or take.

Our territory was beyond the white line, the edge of road. If we were lucky, a foot or two of blacktop to skim along. The painted line gave some impression of safety, though a car wouldn’t even feel a jolt crossing it. It was an agreement, a handshake. A narrow zone belonging to bicycles.

But that fraught narrow space wasn’t ours alone. We shared it with roadkill, countless lumps. Deer, raccoons, possums, foxes, groundhogs, coyotes, squirrels, turtles, rabbits, toads, armadillos, dogs, cats, porcupines, and skunks in various stages of decay. Some bloated or exploded, others dried up and flattened to a carpet of fur waving in the wind like doleful flags.

Sometimes, I had to swerve into the road to avoid a full deer carcass. Sometimes, there were too many cars, it was too perilous to dart over, too likely I’d be turned into roadkill myself, and my wheels passed over sad, crushed rabbits.

When compared to a motor vehicle, a bicycle is two dimensional. A line on a graph. To the left, hulking three-dimensional threats—cars and semis and moving vans and trucks—whipped by at high speeds. To the right, once living, breathing, biting, eating, and reproducing animals lay snuffed out by traffic.

We shared the berm with these creatures who’d been killed by cars. As vehicles whooshed by, we stayed the course, dodging reminders of what could happen to us.

To every dead animal, I whispered: There but for the grace of God….

II.

One afternoon, we came across a bunny recently hit. Soft brown fur, gentle eyes closed. No visible injuries, no blood and guts. It lay peacefully. It was still alive, barely. My boyfriend, N, placed his hand on its chest and felt the slow thump of its heart growing fainter every moment. He covered it with a large leaf like a blanket and squatted next to it till its heart stopped. He looked at me. “I think we should eat it.”

I had eaten rabbit. In France. Cooked in wine sauce. My backwoods relatives shot rabbits for supper. Rabbits can carry tularemia, a nasty disease that causes skin ulcers, raging fevers, and organ damage. My relatives avoided that bane by not fussing with wild rabbit in any month without an R in it—hunting only in cold months. This was July. But as long as it’s fully cooked, you don’t get tularemia from eating. You get it in the butchering. The microbes get in through your hangnails. But N had a pair of rubber gloves, a hunting knife, and a rudimentary idea of how to skin and gut. I built a little fire and gathered wild sage for seasoning.

We boiled the heck out of it, and the sage turned the broth bitter, but we ate it to its end, in dire need of calories and unwilling to waste any of the little animal who’d so recently been alive, sharing our road.

III.

            After weeks in the Rockies, we weren’t strangers to striking and extraordinary landscapes, but this place was different, Black Canyon of the Gunnison. It was harsh, stark, too alive. As we biked along the long black canyon, I felt it wanted to drag us in and digest us.

A few weeks earlier, while camping with some career hippies near Steamboat Springs, I’d contracted giardia, a waterborne illness that prompted days of projectile vomiting. I was already lean from biking a thousand miles, but being sick in the wilderness whittled my body down to the sinews. My ribs jutted front and back. I was sliding into starvation in range of civilization.

Behind schedule, we pushed to do more miles. N needed to be in Arizona by August. Rather than cross the desert on a bike in the summer, I thought about bailing out in Durango and going home. To make N’s deadline, we set our sights on sixty miles that day. When we reached the desolate swathe of Bureau of Land Management acreage where we planned to camp, it was dusk moving to dark.

I didn’t like the way the light looked—too yellow, too still. We climbed an embankment. I remember dry bare earth, a sickly beige color. We pulled our sleeping pads from our bikes, ready to throw them down and crash into sleep, when I spotted it. An animal track. Wide. Large. Mountain lion.

“I’m not staying here,” I said.

“But it’s almost dark,” N said.

Panic bubbled. “There’s a mountain lion nearby. We can’t sleep here.”

I won that standoff. We climbed back on our bikes. But soon it was full dark. There was no berm here, no painted lines at all on this mountain road, the type that closed from November to April. Our pinprick bike lights didn’t make a dent in the darkness. I expected the road to be deserted, but cars flew past us. Vehicles tore around curves, lighting us up. They swerved at the last possible moment. No one expected a pair of bicycles on this road, at this time of night in such darkness.

I started to cry, but when you’re on a bike, crying chokes you. There’s not enough lung capacity to do both. The cries come out strangled, a failed emission of pain.

Call it beyond dark. We couldn’t even see each other. After biking for two months, we’d been pedaling through the mountains for hours. I burned through my last calorie. “We’re going to die here,” I said.

Along the road was a deep ditch. We couldn’t make out much of it, but it was off the road. We pulled our bikes into its depths. I fell into a black sleep and didn’t wake till morning.

It was hot. The sun was high. We lay in tall weeds in what was clearly a manmade runoff channel. Enormous, its own canyon. Maybe it was carved out for snowmelt, I don’t know. I felt small inside it.

Surrounding us were deer carcasses. A dozen or more. Deflated structures with no guts left. Sun-baked, flattened by time. No smell. Just hides stretched over bones. They dotted the trough like cemetery stones.

We dragged ourselves out. We kept moving.

Hallie Pritts lives in Pittsburgh, PA. Her fiction and essays have appeared in Atlas Obscura, McSweeney’s, The Missouri Review, Off Assignment, and elsewhere.

February 1, 2024

BARD BOOKS Launches

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For years we have brought you LitMag, a beautiful print magazine open to unpublished and award-winning writers. We will continue to bring you LitMag. And today we want to tell you about a sister project.

We have wanted to bring the LitMag spirit to book publishing. And today we are excited to announce the launch of a new independent book publisher.

Bard Books has launched!

Bard Books will publish its first two book this spring. The first will be To Have Written a Book by Gordon Lish.

Bard Books is now open for submissions. No need for an agent. Like Litmag, Bard Books will show love to the slush pile and dig for gems.

We will let Bard Books tell you all about it. Visit Bard Books.

December 18, 2023

Monologue in a Room with the Portrait of My Dead Father

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Chinua Ezenwa-Ohaeto

 

for Dad

 

a.

Dad, I’ve safe in my chest those bright years of spring flowers.

I’m listening to Wayne, Burnaboy, Yeezy, Kendrick and Rozay,

and writing this piece in-between. I carry every memory of you

everywhere I go. I am a piece of you that is whole.
b.

I see you in everything I see.

I see you in each of my prayers and dreams.

And somewhere I read that when one prays for

long, silence becomes a prayer too.

I see you in my silence.

c.

I bear your thin legs. Two radiant poles.

One afternoon, I was in one of your striped shirts.

Mum saw me from behind and let out your name.

It took me months to realize how much I look like you.

I bear your oval face. There are no claws in this truth.

d.

Dad, a picture of you is in my wallet.

I carry it like a passport. Of course, it is.

You’re half of my entry into this world.

e.

Dad, people tell me so much about birth and maps.

But I just want to live, travel, love, make love and art

and live, travel, love, make love and art.

f.

I know the taste of iron because the earth is so familiar.

But is this world and everything inside of it not meant to marvel?

If not, Dad, how else will I make peace with the things I am yet to lose?

h.

Dad, everything il-legit here is the new legit.

I’ve been meaning to tell you this in my dreams for long now.

And some boys here first experience sex as rape, so I gathered.

And it takes them years to know this.

i.

I want to understand what I do not understand, Dad.

I think of the skies and wonder about its burning breath.

I remember my losses and imagine home drifting through my loneliness.

I read about the nights and feel sad for things robbed from me, from us.

j.

Mum says a lot of sunrises and sunsets about you.

I wish you had enough time to teach me certain things.

Now I have to learn a lot by myself.

But tell me, Dad, if I search well enough, will I find everything I seek?

 

 

Chinua Ezenwa-Ohaeto’s poems appear in The Common, Malahat Review, Massachusetts Review, Ruminate, Salamander, and elsewhere. He lives in Lincoln, Nebrasa, where he is pursuing a PhD in English.

August 18, 2023

Submissions

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We get a lot of submissions, and we thank all of you for trusting us with your work. We still love our slush pile, and always will. But we need to manage it differently.

For years we have been open for regular submissions from October through December and February through May for most categories, about nine months a year. With the closing of other literary magazines such as Tin House and the narrowing of submission windows at other venues (in some cases to as short as one month), LitMag’s response time for regular submissions has continued to lengthen, and we think it has gotten too long.

We need to adjust. But first we need to catch up. We will be closed for regular submission this fall. Our next reading period for regular submissions will be February 1, 2024 to May 31, 2024.

Our two fiction contests are important parts of the magazine that bring to our attention wonderful new writers. The reading periods for both LitMag’s Virginia Woolf Award for Short Fiction and LitMag’s Anton Chekhov Award for Flash Fiction will remain unchanged.